do you really have to be negatively different to be unique

hmm...do you really have to be angry inside to show that you are uniquely different , do you really have to rant about nonsence and be a freak , have a permanent frown or dumb smile on your face , try to be extremely funny when even you dont enjoy being funny and other people find it extremely annoying , try to be absolutely unconcerned about everything and try acting like you dont give an absoloodle f fucking fuck about anything when you really do cause its hip...hmm again ...do you have to shout out ,be angry ,act dumb,cry,laugh as if you were crazy....just to be different,just to get noticed cause you havent got anything in you that anyone would be bothered about to notice in the first place...

Would the love you love be real if

when you see a woman stand up for her rights and raise her voice and if you were in the visinity to witness that episode you say that shes an intolerable bitch who would definitely sleep with anybody of choice (including you) , and then you go home to your wife,mother or sister and say that you love her.

when some female employee gets a promotion you say that she must have slept with at least two third of the senior staff to have gotten there, and when your sister or mother gets a promotion at her job its....

when your close friends divorced mother is sexy as hell and you have unconventional thoughts about her ,and then you go home and say to your mother that you love her very much.

these situations i have encountered in the past two days...these are just questions ...i dont know the answers

How novels shape our lifes

The first novel i really identified myself is The Otsiders ,which i got on my 13th birthday from my family (specially from my dad...love you dad if you are reading this) .Ponyboy Curtis my first real idol, true genious of S.E Hinton. Read it so many times that i cant really tell how many.Someday im gonna give my son the same novel on his thirteenth birtday...

Greasers the toughest bunch of hoodlums on this side of the green line...tough in every sence of the word...cool guys that stick with each other through everything....well im not gonna go in to the stuff too much cuz it might ruin it for you when and if you ever read it.

Next in line comes Great Expectations by Charles Dickens...but well thats for another day